A deeply personal memoir about autism, masking, trauma, motherhood, and survival in a world that was never built for neurodivergent people, but where hope, love, and strength still remain.
When the world becomes too loud, too fast, and too overwhelming, survival often begins with silence. In this deeply personal and emotional memoir, Sylvia Raach tells the story of growing up autistic in a world that never understood her. Through memories of childhood, masking, trauma, motherhood, overload, and survival, she describes what it truly feels like to live with autism while constantly trying to function, adapt, and disappear at the same time. This is not a perfect story, but an honest one - raw, vulnerable, and deeply human.