Probably Nothing

Have you ever known something was wrong, but been told - over and over - that you were wrong?

Have you ever been gaslit by someone you were supposed to trust with your life?

This is the story of someone who was not only dismissed - but whose trust in the person managing her care cost her everything. One doctor's decisions took her from an already difficult medical life to the edge of absolute destruction. A stroke she should never have had. A body she had to learn all over again. A system she had to fight while she was still trying to survive it.

Probably Nothing: A Beautiful Wreckage is a memoir about fighting medical negligence, fighting your own body, and slowly - imperfectly - rebuilding your mind, your health, and your trust in a world that let you down.

It is not a triumph narrative. The fight isn't over. But she is still here, and this book is proof.

For anyone who has ever been dismissed by a doctor they trusted. For stroke survivors navigating a system that wasn't built for them. For the person sitting in a hospital bed being told "probably nothing" while their body says otherwise.

You are not alone.